feeling: remorseful -----
i cant control my hot temper again. yes.. i went soo worked up when i was persuading [s] last nite that i almost like thot i was going to scream at her. but i din... i only reprimanded then becoz i have run out of words.. i stopped the whoe conversation n hung up the phone. well that was wad prevented me from crying while speaking to her. yea.. since i cant talk her into joining, i called hx lor.. but my tears still cannot stay there n soo i cried when telling hx wad happened lar.. haiz.. i cant believe that i cant even control my temper for such a thg.. i even cried.. well thatz a new record... it was my 3rd time crying after a quarrel.. haha.. well everythg's well today.. we are ok le.. thnx [s] for forgiving me!! n God too of course..
ok.. my 1st n 2nd times were both caused by a quarrel between me n xue er.. haha..
1st time [ in prev church where we played then dunno wad happened.. we became angry with each other n refused to admit our wrongs n i cried.]
2nd time [ in mag n xue's house where we were like eating banana or wad... then quarrel over the banana?? izzit?? then oso got cry i think.. haha..]
very weird one lar.. heehee... i must really learn lor... to get rid of this nasty temper.... haiz.. i can be calm in some areas but when i m getting really frustrated at somethg n impatient too.. i really cant control... haiz..
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sarahluikitleng`
nineteen
19091991
child of God, my provider
things that cheer me up;
i love to sing, and im still into butterflies, strawberries, purple and lime green. i love my beloved eeyore too! =)
hates&dislikes;
but i simply cant stand coffee, celery and creepy crawlies!!
dreams of having; braces; small&handy bible; brown leather backpack/any nice bags!; black, cream leggings(ankle)!; a cardigan/blazer; 32GB ipod touch!; macbook :D do well satisfactory for As; tour`europe;free&easykoreatour?;japan!
sarahluikitleng`
braces;
small&handy bible;