feeling: grieved
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another day that started out terribly well n ended up bad.
had ignite.. n girls n guys n leaders split. mandy n pet went for the leaders one soo left me jeanette, nat, isabel stay for the girls talk. not even a real girl talk lar. wad bride of Christ.. thatz still okay.. but the other hlf was being significant women??? a little outta point. anw. met the boys and went to parkway to find pet and grace they all... but mos burger no space... haiz.. soo the rest of us went to foodcourt.. but overcrowded liaow. haha.. then went to mac in the end...
ate finished me n jeanette went to buy some tidbits..then walked back for the afternoon session..mostly prayer stuff.. i want to noe how to speak in tongues.. haiz.. no one frm my sch.. soo couldn grp together to pray.. haiz.. soo in the end.. the west area we all prayed together.. me, mandy joshua n joel lee..
and mm after the prayer. guess wad.. the bad news came.. my 2nd uncle passed away. i was soo shocked.. grace got a msg from terence.. i was like.. dumbfounded u noe..then i sms-ed my mum n asked..she told me 'yes' and i was like .. tears started coming out.. thanks grace for ur tissue .. din really cry out..jsut teared..coz i controlled it.. later...Grace prayed for me ..i teared again.. quite saddening..he was sort of closer to me than dua gu..i shud say..
took 36 n took train from cityhall. jeanette was a lil confused about which side i taking. we spent like dunno how long xplaining to her. haiz. anw. went back with josh n joel again.. yar... came home.. called kor for sumthg..n he like ticked me off for my attitude again lar.. wad lor. is he heard wrongly n not i din say clearly. not my fault. he even hung on me. stoopid. when i put down..i really cried out loud. dunno is coz he blamed me again or coz the matter was about my uncle..soo i cry for that.. haiz..
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