feeling: stressed out-----
my day just didnt turn out the way i hoped it would be. everything seemed to have gone out of my control. things started to turn topsy-turvy. is that the pathetic life of a not-even-14-yr-old girl? okay. i think quite a number of things upset-ted me.
1. exams are coming.
2. had a enormous humongous problem with the elit grp thgy.
[ ridiculous. we are one whole class lor. if this kind of things happen, then dont anybody mention anything regarding class spirit to me. esp 2H class spirit. where is the old H class?? urgh. soo was like very 'mao dun' coz didnt know to join who's grp. i feel soo bad if i join Jo coz i would feel as if i dui bu qi someone. well. have to thank mich alot. she was like not part of our trouble yet she was willing to help us in this problem. i think she makes a really good friend. mich, i will cherish you as my good fren de. thanx hor. realli felt like crying out to God why this kind of cliques are starting to threaten our whole class's relationship. we didnt have this huge prob last time. i really felt soo burdened up with this matter. pple pressing on me for an answer. do they think thrice about wad they do would hurt pple? spare a thought can?
3. tmr's culture test n i havent studied yet.
4. health screening - my right side of my back is a lil curved. omt. wth. now what? better dont go worse.
5. science report. not up to ms ong's expectations. [her is damn high lor. think wad? we are not JC students please.] have to redo. by myself.
6. lost my purple pen. fine. it purposely lost itself at this point of time when i m so frustrated.
7. after school. a lil dui bu qi hx. coz neva stay to do gardening. but hoped it rained heavily. if not i will feel uneasy tmr. i just wont be me.
8. ms ong took english period to teach science.
guess this is it. alot rite? i guess the only happy things were that i truly improved alot in my jogging. *forced smile* and that i missed lessons 2hr worth. and mdm tia allowed us to eat coz she noes we missed our recess. she very cute. came down and checked whether we got really eat. she dont want us to faint. haha. that cheered me up. i love her now. no hate. haha.
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