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guess im really not making myself happy. haha. trying to make others happy. i can never be happy.
i realised something. we should really watch how we talk. im a good example. altho i didnt 'talk' i wrote. well well. words hurt. words pierces deep into u.
dont know if she is still making others around her upset. hope not. read from a's blog and found that she really changed alot. however, i cannot be sure of that. i dont know exactly what she did. all i know is she seems to be making life miserable for others. God, be kind to her. please?
guess today's sermon was good. altho i cant really concentrate. but one thing really stays in me. Eccl 7:5. something about accept wise pple's rebuke. thk its time for me to accept my parents' wise rebuke. friends' wise rebuke. am i already doing it? sort of trying to. haha. ya. after service, prayed for cleff. going for 2 months mission trip is very bold attempt. wish him a good trip! went to harbourfront with jie to have lunch. wasted $5 on just a small and not-fulling-enough hotdog roll and a cup of smoothie. i mean. we both just regretted it when we saw the fd court upstairs. (okay. the usual cheapskate me again. wadever.) soo walked about to look for jie's colleague's bday prezzie. but found nothing. then at 3pm, is jie's appointment for manicure. went to kpo there and waited for her. haha. coz i didnt wanna go home alone. =P took cab hm.
still have some hw i neva do. or rather it is more like i dont know how to do it.
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