ive been worrying alot. it's all because of that ndp show.
why must it show kids who boast on tv about their ambitions and such. when i watched them on tv, happily announcing to the world what they want to be, i feel so envious of them. it's like they have such big dreams for themselves. they seem to have that pointer in their lives already. however, im still here, a nothing. im almost turning
15 and yet i have no becoming of what i want to be. i have no direction in life at all, and that's just what makes me quite mad.
here i am, living a life
so plain and so dull, with no clear goals at all about my future. im just living each day as it is, without any plans for myself. all of a sudden, i just felt like im an empty nutshell, so hollow inside. i felt so lost and so
depressed? haha. i just realised how aimlessly i led my life.
of course, i have
God in my life. that's something im always thankful of. without Him, there's no me. well, i guess i shall just have to really rely on God to give me an answer to this frustration of mine. i prayed about it just yesterday morning. it was really good crying out to God. haha. i think the only thing i can really do about it is to place these worries at the altar and let God plan my life. yep.
IVE TO BRACE MYSELF. =)
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