1 More Left.
A levels is about to come to an end... with just one more paper, bio paper 1!
BUT the distasteful fact is that i have a 10 days break in between and because of this break, I CANNOT GO TO EAST TIMOR!! coz if i don't make it back for whatever-the-reason-may-be, my entire bio grade will be forfeited! AHHH..
oh wells, there'll be other chances.
Anyway, chem paper 1 was the most horrible paper ever. Some didnt complete it; I rushed through the last 10 qns in 10mins? and now worried if i filled in everything of left one out and shifted all my answers up from that qn onward.(a lil hard to understand but i just gotta rant.) but it can't be helped since it's already submitted...
went window shopping with some class girls after our papers yesterday...we didnt like walk for super long and yet my feet felt super tired. Maybe it's the heavy bag... i saw a pair of shoes from Tangs that is like what I'm planning to buy but it was so expensive and it's troublesome to just try when I'm wearing shoes & socks. haha.. anyway, was planning to maybe wear a hat for prom but guess i'll forget it and use the money for a belt.
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on the whole, the A'level journey so far has been fulfilling not in the sense that I did well for all my papers. Rather, it was a period where God wanted me to depend on Him so badly.
A week before my papers, I fell sick. Had a major runny nose/blocked nose. The doc said there was a lil throat infection but it didnt feel like it at that time. That week, I had to continue studying under the drowsy effects of my flu medicine. Thank God, I kinda recovered during the week of exams. Having a choir tour jacket also kept me really warm in the exam hall but there were still times I had to like blow my nose or suffer from some runny nose still in the hall. However, I think God was really with me during that week where I had 7 out of 11 papers in 5 days! Each time I step out of the exam hall, there's is just a calmness and peace that fills instead of alot of worries or anxieties.
2nd week of the exams I only had chem p2 which felt good as I thought it kind of salvaged the paper 3. haha.. but this 2nd week was abit more relaxed after chem paper2. Had to study for Bio paper 3 and spam chem mcq practices. However, I think I didnt actually fully recover yet and this time, I really got throat infection. Did my papers yesterday with a sore throat. Yes i've lost my voice AGAIN. the 2nd time this year... sigh.
But just on Sunday, Pastor's sermon on pain was really good. It led me to think about my illnesses this period. The msg was that pain existed from the beginning because of sin, because we're always in the 'bondage of decay'. And we experience pain now but only to see God's glory shine through in the future. At this moment of pain, we musn't be deceived by the devil that God is punishing us or anything like that. Instead, God is actually always near us during our 'painful' season and caring for us. It's whether we see it or not. How true it was for my case as I saw that when I was sick, God was really near me and calling out to me to depend on Him! yea..
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I won't be slacking too much these 10 days... musn't be complacent for bio paper 1. After that, I'm truly done!! =))
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